i am so not looking forward to going home for the summer. i know i dont have anything to do and it will be a huge relief from school, i dont see anything wrong with school. in fact i like school its just that i dont feel like dealing with my momma and all of her heffaness. she acts like im not 19, the only time im almost 20 is when i do something stupid which is never but according to her its all of the time. at the same time whenever i wanna go somewhere with my two bestest nicole and lindsey im too young to be out so late. in their eyes im still 10 freakin years old!!! that is the only thing making me wanna stay at school. otherwise i dont really care. something that really bothers me is when i want a snack or something from the store and its like 9 o' clock, im ready to leave and they basically tell me that they would feel better if i stayed and try to tell me that its too late to go anywhere and try to make me stay inside. i am so sick of it, but im going to nip that in the bud because im almost 20 and i just its just annoying.