exams oh so dreadful

I am so not ready for these exams!!! i feel like my world is coming down to this one last test, i wouldnt be so worried about it if i didnt have 3 in one day. may 7, 2009 is the day that i am going to kill myself at 8 o' clock. i have three starting at 8 and i dont have have nothing but about a 10 minute break in between them. doesnt that suck nuts!!!! i am so not liking this whole thing but whatever,there's nothing i can do but do my best to study and also my best to remember everything and not freakin blank out when i am taking the stupid thing. i have a habit of doing that. i study and know everything about it,then when i get the stupid thing i seem to just forget whatever and go blank, i feel like whats the point in studying when its like i havent done anything at all. but usually i remember whatever i need to know eventually. anyway the main one im converned about is history, its my abosolute worst subject. i have a d in that class d almost a c and im glad to have that but at the same time the final can either make or break me. hopefully it can make me!!! we'll see the 7th.