Shoelace Express

dang nicole, you cant get a car for nothing!!! that sucks, especially since you want one so bad. girl i dont know what to say about you. you better save up some money!!! youre not going to do that, youre just going to sit back and spend up every cent you get on apples and grapefruit. you always wanna use up my gas!!!! you always ask for something at the wrong time. when im bored and i want to do something youre busy but when i have homework or tired you always wanna go shopping!!!! nigga!!!!! i love you tho :) heffa!!! im so sick of you saying that you want some juice, i wish you would just get some dang!!!! oh yeah you cant cause you dont have a ride!!!!!

getting some exercise

so me and nicole know we need some exercise and this nut had this idea that instead of actually going to work out we need to take the stairs more often. i was like really thats all. you nut!!! we used to go to yoga in the morning at the payne center but that eventually got to be too much because we (mostly i) wanted to sleep more and i didnt care about it anymore. i could have cared more if it was in the afternoon but that wouldnt work either because once im out of class i am done and i dont wanna do anything else but SLEEP!!! and maybe eat some food but that usually comes later.  but thats not the point, the point is that you cannot get some exercsie just going up the stairs not even breaking a sweat. that was so stupid. i love yoga but i dont love it at 7 o' clock in the morning!!!! forget that!!! im just going to have to find some other way to get some exercise eventually. 

Grossness!!!!

well while me and my friend were on our way to walmart, there was an extremely dirty car and it was gross. it looked as tho it had a been attacked by a mud monster. it was the dirtiest thing i have ever seen. the mud was wet and i was thinking that maybe it had just happened because i doubt someone would ride around with their car looking so very nasty. i cant say anything because my car is hardly ever clean but in this case, i can say anything i want. the whole front end was covered in light brown mud and the center spot was darker brown which indicated the wetness of it in that spot. well if they were traveling i am glad that it isnt the time of year when the love bugs are just extreme because that would have been the nastiest sight to ever see. it would have been a mix of nasty and more nasty!!!! a big nature pie with flies acting as the fruits and the but being the filling. that just made me sick. i should have not thought about that. i can say at least my car is just dusty and it is to the extreme when there's pollen everywhere, i guess thats what i get for having a green car huh?

exams oh so dreadful

I am so not ready for these exams!!! i feel like my world is coming down to this one last test, i wouldnt be so worried about it if i didnt have 3 in one day. may 7, 2009 is the day that i am going to kill myself at 8 o' clock. i have three starting at 8 and i dont have have nothing but about a 10 minute break in between them. doesnt that suck nuts!!!! i am so not liking this whole thing but whatever,there's nothing i can do but do my best to study and also my best to remember everything and not freakin blank out when i am taking the stupid thing. i have a habit of doing that. i study and know everything about it,then when i get the stupid thing i seem to just forget whatever and go blank, i feel like whats the point in studying when its like i havent done anything at all. but usually i remember whatever i need to know eventually. anyway the main one im converned about is history, its my abosolute worst subject. i have a d in that class d almost a c and im glad to have that but at the same time the final can either make or break me. hopefully it can make me!!! we'll see the 7th.

PSYCHOS!!!

dont you know that my friends (nicole and lindsey) are retarded... these nuts were so excited when katy perry and travis from gym class heroes broke up. they were basically having a celebration when they found out the news about them breaking it off. it was the dumbest thing ever and acted like i was retarded when i was like so... they made it seem like something was wrong with me for not caring. sure he is fine but that doesnt make me want him to have a bad relationship for a stupid dream. nicole is always saying that he is her man and that katy is a retard. it is so stupid. but at the same time funny because it is so stupid. she went crazy for all of that time and when they finally broke up, she was so excited and said "bout time!!!" like what does that have to do with you, he still doesnt know you!!! this nut came back and said that he is finally going to return to her and everything is going to be the way it was, um everything is pretty much still the same you know with the whole not having any idea that she exists thing. but anyway now she is devastated because they got back together and are basically in love. it was so funny because she found out yesterday and they got togher or somehting like the day before that. i have no idea how she knows but hey whatever. lindsey is basically the same but not as extreme because everyone is her man. she was on a big michael phelps thing but now i think she is on to someone else. oh yeah i remember now, its the guy who plays edward from twilight. she is creepy she knows all of his info and i think one of her passwords to something is his birthday. creepy i know!!!! but hey thats lindsey and whats so sad is that if you knew her then thats all of the explanation you need. lol. 

i am so not looking forward to going home for the summer. i know i dont have anything to do and it will be a huge relief from school, i dont see anything wrong with school. in fact i like school its just that i dont feel like dealing with my momma and all of her heffaness. she acts like im not 19, the only time im almost 20 is when i do something stupid which is never but according to her its all of the time. at the same time whenever i wanna go somewhere with my two bestest nicole and lindsey im too young to be out so late. in their eyes im still 10 freakin years old!!! that is the only thing making me wanna stay at school. otherwise i dont really care. something that really bothers me is when i want a snack or something from the store and its like 9 o' clock, im ready to leave and they basically tell me that they would feel better if i stayed and try to tell me that its too late to go anywhere and try to make me stay inside. i am so sick of it, but im going to nip that in the bud because im almost 20 and i just its just annoying. 

THE FABRIC STORE

why is it that old people love to sew? i know i like to sew but seriously old people are something serious. they are so serious about making nothing!!! i know they have their reasons and its a nice hobby and you know. but really all they make are freakin baby clothes and quilts. its so stupid. i mean i dont see anything wrong with it, im sure the things i do is stupid to them but you know its just not what im used to. another thing i cannot hear enough of is pillows and junk. i like pillows especially the kind that you make yourself, it can just make the room something to look at. but at the same time its always some ugly fabric that i see them buy. one of the things that makes me so sick of working there is when they try to get mad at you for not walking them to exactly what theyre looking for. is it not enought that i showed you where it is? leave me along damnit!!! im like i do have a job and that isnt help you when i have other things to do. i have to stay at the register and they like to ask me to do something when there are other customers comming. so stupid. old geezers. one time this girl and her boo i guess came in because she was getting married and she asked me for help and so i did (only because i was able to at the moment) but anyway, she asked about some material and i pointed to the direction she needed to go and told her to take what she found to the cut table tell me why they just stood there and was looking in that direction like they were waiting for a giant arrow to all of a sudden point down to what i was talking about. well they just stood there for like ever so i finally walked over there and she was waiting on me to take it to the table for her so i said that she needed to take it and walked off. big doofus!!!! people make me so tired sometimes.

coolness

well my friend just got a new bike and he was acting like a little kid because time he got it he rode it for like a second like a big nerd. we went around looking at different ones and the prettiest one was a nice pretty metallic orange one. it is so nice. i wanted it for myself but he wanted a stupid one. i finally made him realize that it was stupid and that he should get the other one. the orange one. he finally decided to get the one that was actually nice. now he is so happy with it. like so freakin happy. with my influence he has made the right decision. i dont see anything wrong with it. oh i forgot to tell you that it is a cute little bmx bike. i so want one for myself i saw a nice dark grey one, i think i still want the orange one. who cares if we match. we wouldnt even be together so nobody would notice. like i care anyway. 

more about my troubles

Well I have an awesome update about the stupid swine crap. Well my mother just told me that it is now in Texas and the awesome news is that my sister stays in Houston. Isn’t that just peachy. I am so freakin worried because I texted her about it and she never responded. But then again, she never responds to any message that anyone sends her. The only way to get in contact with that wanch is to call, plus she was at work so nevermind that is another reason to not let it get to me. Another thing is that im pretty sure that if something was wrong, my momma would have told me something about it instead of halfway saying anything. You know what else is cool, my family didn’t even call me to tell me about the virus. They know about it but me and my roommate didn’t hear anything about anything from them. I guess we aren’t loved like they claim that we are. I don’t know what to say besides forget them heffas!!!! I don’t need them anyway, well I do to pay my tuition but still that doesn’t count. Why in the heck is robot chicken on, I hate that show!!! Its not funny. I must not hate it too bad because im still watching it and I really don’t mind if its on. Whatever. Oh the anxiety!!!!

The Freakin Flu!!!

Ok so im freakin worried about this nasty swine flu. It sucks that were so close to mexico and that it has already gotten worse which is obvious because of as of today is in New York!!!! I was thinking since it was like potential in France and since New York and France are like brother and sister then it would make sense for it to be there. It was at a university tho I think. My friend is freakin hilarious because this nut is going to take some wipes with her and it going to basically live on vitamin c. it is so funny because she has taken the word flu and ran with it. She plans to exercise too to lessen her chances of catching it. I guess it makes sense but who knows, I don’t. Whatever to make yourself feel better I guess. Well I was thinking since other sicknesses have killed people that doesn’t mean that this is the only one to really pay attention to. I mean not to act like it doesn’t care and ignore it, just not obsess over it like crazy. Yeah I’m worried but at the same time I can’t spend all of my time worrying about a flu, yeah its serious but im not that worried. The only thing im I hate is that people are nasty and they like to cough all up in your face!!!!